He’s not answering, where is he? Maybe he is upset, maybe his phone just died, maybe something bad happened. Well, it did. . . Your phone rings, it’s his brother. He says that he is looking for his friend and is profusely asking for his number. In your head, it is fine something minor must have happened, however, your hopeful thoughts may not always be the case. He has been shot and it is bad, you love him, he makes your world spin, he is your everything. Is he okay? you ask. Where is he? you ask. What happened? you ask. But he says he is fine and on the way to the airport to board a flight. You know you are the closest person to him. You have to be there for him. Does your life stop for an occurrence of this sort? yes. You rush four hours away to the hospital that he is in. You drive as fast as possible on the road. You put your own life at stake with your reckless driving to get to your lover. He needs you, you know it. You can not quite help him once again you know it. It hurts you that you cannot help him and take away the pain. The bullets hit his spine, his arm and the place you know the most the heart. Your heart is broken by this, he hasn’t been stable since. His mind is somewhere else and you can tell.
This hurts like hell but why him you ask, what’s the lesson. You continue your life to find out the purpose that he had and how you did not need him to complete life. You are strong as could be just needed GOD to show me.
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